and she was there California wasn't for her --and neither was he apparently-- said she was there two months before she realized he didn't love her and another one before she caught the other woman and the next day she was on a flight back east day after that she was on my doorstep
--"I know I should've called but I figured I might as well just come by and see you in person I was hoping we could stay together again oh I've missed you and oh I'm so very lonely it'll only be for a little while I'll cook for you and clean for you and we can make beautiful love on the kitchen counter like we used to"--
like a kid who runs away with no regret believing the grass is greener only to return teary eyed and pleading three months later
the dilemmas love places upon us are amazingly difficult as the heart and the head battle for supremacy and the pride you hope to retain is swallowed by a love that left you out to dry