I feel empty and pointless, all of the time I feel like, these thoughts just won't leave my mind I feel like it's imperative I hold them to protect others I feel like, what do these thoughts compare to those of my brothers I feel less than, forced to conceal I feel like what I know is very barely real I feel like what happens to me shouldn't really matter I feel as though my feelings are those I should batter I feel like it'd be easier were all of this done with I feel like happiness and joy are all but a myth I feel like not wanting to feel I feel like it'd be easier if I weren't real