It is not wrong to love someone endlessly. To shatter in the thought of the loss of that person. Cowering in fear of that person departing is a very natural reaction to have. Loving myself hasnβt been enough for me. I love her. I think that is a courageous act to know that you love someone so much that if you were to lose them, itβs imminent that you would crumble. I enjoy the thought of that. I enjoy being in absolute love.