stop telling me it'll all be okay because how can you know that?
how can you know i won't fall apart again?
that i won't ******* some more of my life like i always have?
how can you know that he won't break my heart and she will want to be my friend and they'll like me?
just because you did it once doesn't mean that i can too
because i'm not strong, i'm weak
i'm weak, and i'm afraid
i'm too scared to go all the way up and crumbling is the only way down
so maybe nothing will be okay
and that'll have to be okay