i think i made you up in my sleep the way you weave in and out so inconsistently of my life with your broken promises you left me alone; a single word that can drive a man to madness alone: what drove me to madness yet, one day i didn't feel-- alone i restitched the seams in my wrists i rewound my brain and i rewired my heart some days i can almost feel and your memories bring bliss i'm no longer alone yet i haven't overcome the loneliness