Glancing in glass, monster appears
Hidden was she for many years
My face distorts, double mirrors
Long lived self control, burried fears

Dealing with this all alone

Luscious burning ***** sliding down
Warmed thoughts and gut without a sound
The judging makes me tremble round
Numbness prevailed,wanted to be drowned

Where is family, my home

Remember this like yesterday
Cascading my life to decay
Withhold inclination this day
Keeping mirror-monster at bay

Practiced abstaining finely honed