So many times I tried to run away
You’d pull me back and somehow convince me to stay
Used to think I loved you either way
I’d forget about the choking out and the ****
I’d forget the isolation and your using your body as a gate to keep me in
You crawled in deep under my skin
Made my entire world spin the opposite way
I lost track of how many times one could say goodbye
Now my kids are meeting the new girl and I’m still your wife
What a life

Heart’s bleeding on the floor
Please don’t open the door
No more, no more

I used to say if I let you in it would be to your despair because you’d only find ruins when you got there
Who knew ruins could be ruined again
I used to think you were honest about not having any affairs
I caught you in one of your lies once again
Empty and broken
I too hollow now to know what mood I’m in  
Lay me down and let the worms crawl in
Though I only died within

Heart’s bleeding on the floor
Please don’t open the door
No more, no more

In drowning in these tears that my heart bleeds
A zombie as I take care of personal needs
A puddle of tears beneath my feet
I finally admit defeat