The thing that I hate the most in every relationship is, when I get a think that I am the only one who come to them. I wish a take and give relationship. Seeing how they so settle without me, and don’t wanna call me makes me feel so so so bad. Like, so it’s all on me. You talk to me only if I come and say hi first. If I’m away you won’t look for me. I lost my price in your eyes. I feel abandoned. The magic is not here anymore. ☹ I should’ve known. I am not his lose-soul. He don’t need me to be happy. He don’t need me to relieve his pain. He don’t need me as much as I need him. He keep giving but fortunately I can’t give him the thing he want the most. He enough himself from me. He hate texting it makes him drain. The magic is not here anymore. The spring is gone, the hot summer floated away, and your intention changed faster than the color of those trees. The magic is not here anymore.