It doesn't matter how I feel anymore
I give up love I stay far from love
Cause it keeps on hurting me,
Hurting my feeling I give up
Loving you.

I've tried. Time and time again,
To show you how much you mean to me
I have been good to you
I never hurt you, I always put a smile
In your face

I'm sorry for being weak. I'm sorry for existing. I'm sorry for not accepting that you never
Be mine not even by a chance
I'm sorry for apologizing

Some will say that suicide or cutting is
selfish. Selfish for the loved ones.
Isn't it selfish for the loved ones to
continue to let the person continuing
through life in so much pain?
I'm not committing suicide,
but I just might. Too many thoughts,
too many unseen cuts the human eye.

It doesn't matter how I feel anymore
I give up love I stay far from love
Cause it keeps on hurting me,
Hurting my feeling I give up
Loving you.

A tear silently creeps down my cheek
I'm completely vulnerable and weak
Time slowly lingers by
I'm a second closer to die
My heart pumps cold lifeless blood
I gave up on life, I give up loving you

**Tears drops