I block you out, so I can live, so I can breath... But who am I kidding? Who am I fooling? I'm lying....to myself... The only way to live, is to die...die to myself, and live to Christ.
In Christ alone I have life. In Christ alone can I be free. The path isn't easy. Sometimes it *****. Sometimes I wanna cry. Sometimes I wanna give in to my flesh...well most of the time. The memories of the past haunt me. I can't get rid of the memories...the pain.
But then I look up, and see the cross...the blood...the love...it is for this love I love....it is for this love I live.
He is worth all the pain. He is worth dying for. Praise be to my king. Yes, my king.
Now that my eyes are up and my hands stretched out...I can breath. Now I can dance. Now...now, I can wake up and live.