It was like a drug, or a pain reliever.
It was addicting and exciting.
I just couldn't stop, no matter how much I try
no matter how many times I promised
I just couldn't stop.
Again and again,
"just one more" I said.
It was like a drug,
it helps me forget the pain
but after a few hours the pain just comes back.
I try to hide it, out of plain sight cause it was like a drug, I can't be seen with it. It was just like a drug.