My lungs out of my body, like two dark ****** fish on the floor. I know an ugly picture. but that’s the only way to describe how useless they are, meaningless, empty, dry. like fish out of the water, while my lungs are on the floor, I watch myself drown in this ocean of blood, trying at least to take a breath or two, but fish can’t live out of the water, fish can’t breath while being on the floor and im drowning even deeper, now everything is red.
wrote this in the middle of a panic attack. about a month ago.