You always wanted to be treated like a queen, like a princess. Be in a kingdom of love, faith, hope, care, respect, and honesty. Acting as if your life was filled with fairytales, filled with possibilities. Drowning with the thoughts of battling with once upon a time and happy ending.
You once painted him as your knight in shinning armor. Described him as your light in a place that's filled with darkness. You wrote everything perfectly, but on what reason? What purpose? Were you just overwhelmed by fulfilling the thought of being with him?
Two different paths to take, one choice to make. One choice to make. One path to take. And without hesitation you choose him, over and over again.
Little by little you started to wonder, What was really the purpose of doing this? Of being with the knight that shined light? Was the light made everything clear? Or did it just blinded you? Still you've got no answer, you're lost in your imaginations.
Your knight in shinning armor? Did he really saved you? Your light in the darkness? Did you really see everything? The path you took? Was it really the right path? You should be saying yes, but why are you gloating?
Didn't you want this? Didn't you prayed for this? Didn't you waited for this? Didn't you work hard for this? The story you created for how many years just to make your life magical, Yet you're stuck in your own fairytale that has no spark anymore.