this feeling that i just cant shake
the pressure of everyone
and everything
constantly slapping me across the face.
low feelings of self confidence
self worth.
constantly comparing
to every person
girl
idea
that comes across my path.
but nobody can know.
they handled too much before.
my needy ways and greedy nature
aren't an option any longer.
ill keep it in
for as long as i need
for as long as i have to
for as long as i can
forever.