I don't plan for your actual existence but if that happens and you find this I want you to know that I do love you even though all I my life when talking about children I said I never wanted to but if I ever change my mind I'm going to leave this for you to find because I want you to know all I want is for you to be happy I hope you can get that from me I hope that you never stop following your dreams no matter how impossible they seem because if you set your mind to it you can achieve anything my future offspring I would love you with everything I wouldn't want anything to ever hurt you even know I know that will never be true but the most I can do is keep you healthy and safe because this world is a twisted place which is why I never planned to bring you into this basket case I hope that society accepts you for who you are no matter your ***, orientation, gender, or your car because you are worth so much more than this list you are the only you that exists you are more than what society tells you you are the only one in charge of your truth don't let society tell you are you are merely handsome or pretty because these traits fade and are petty it just matters how good your soul is because everything about you flows from this to my future darling, the thing that changed my everything never forget that you don't have the best at something just be the best person around and no one will turn that down you don't exist and might never but the least I can do is promise these things to you forever