decisions made in the moment leave embarrassment and guilt
ought we to learn and gain not ponder them for ever
the flood of adolescence its angst and experiences
cruelty, parenting, drugs or our very survival
rob us, to shape us separate - ourselves
so,
nailing reactions into our days blanketing some behind closed blind eyes for awhile or forever to leave us with ***** or ***** and needs more selfish arrogant and dangerous