You couldn't be happy for me because you wouldn't understand what it is like to be medicated for something you can't control. You couldn't ask my mom what was wrong with me last summer because you are a coward. You couldn't ask me this year even though I would have gave you the answers. You couldn't stop thinking about yourself for one second to be concerned and see me for one day. You are so used to icing people out and pushing people away when you don't realize that I am the only one left who cares about you. You couldn't ask if I was okay because you are scared of me saying no. I checked up on you everyday you were in the hospital but you never even wondered how I was. Time really does fades things that shouldn't matter.