He said "my love, you're spiralling out of control, I can no longer sit here silently and watch you sabotage yourself"
In that moment, it was almost as if I had lost my voice. I could not speak because if I had fought back, I'd be lying to myself and the person I had loved most in the entire world. He was right.
I was losing myself. I was a stranger....I was no longer the warm person he knew.
As he walked out, I smiled because he saved me. He was the only one who realised just how much I was hurting.