I guess you could say I'm different But I see myself normal, the way others used to be Rare interactions condemn me to a snob But dig deeper and you'll see its insecurity Choosing the company of men labels me a threat But in truth I'd rather be the object of lust than take neverending beatings I often stare in silence, people assume judgement But I'm searching for that goodness which remains hidden in so many My words overheard suggest to all a preaching But a preacher I am, and I remain unashamed to admit it And back my words come, stoning me for seeking power But it's not power I preach for, it's you.