things are being pulled out of the dark. things are being uncovered. maybe i should be confused, too scared on what to do. but maybe i already know what i want. maybe i already know what i want to do, but all i'm missing is you. things i've heard and learn are things that are in my concern. this isnt something i'd just play. its something i'd want to stay. at night i don't bother sleeping. dawn and daylight just go on creeping. the things i heard, every single word; i questioned and guessed. leaving all my thoughts torn and messed. deep down, i know for sure thats it's me and not her. deep down, i can tell that its you for i fell. its early, and i dont know it all, but im just waiting for your call. if you say no, i wont be sure where to go, i wont be sure where to turn when i know your scars match my burns. so please say something to me. all i want to clearly see is if we could have something wonderful and free. all i want to see is you and me. reality is harsh and cruel but search for me and I search for you. we can finally watch what may be true. this reality is a curse. and all i want is nothing worse. so please find me stuck by the sea. and i'll let you in so we can be certain all of the things we could do, and all the things we've been through. i dont want someone who doesnt know. someone who i dont have to show, but only explain and say, 'How and where my demons stay'. its the space that needs to be cut, open a door that has always been shut. open a closed door and hold my hand while together we explore. but only if you find me, sitting stuck by the sea. you are something that makes me glad, in a world that makes me sad. please tell me all that you think, that you and i should be linked. please dont let me go when i still want to know. know and see all and everything we could be.