I'm a happy person,
generally,
but I do have these days....

I listen to sad songs,
fill my mind with sad thoughts,
and for a second, I understand
the person I was 6 months ago.

I succlude myself from people,
even when I know I shouldn't.
It gives me time to think
and appreciate who I am now.

It's tough having these days,
and no one really gets it.
It's hard for me too,
but I guess I don't count today.

I still love you,
even if I want to cry today,
even if I want to hide today,
but I'm still yours either way.

I don't really know why
I'm writing this...
Perhaps it's so that I
remember these days when
I don't need to have them anymore.