You endured me,
For only a short time.
My sadness engulfed your happiness
And added a tremendous weight to those already heavy shoulders.
Much more sadness than the happiness I’d planned to give you.
And then,
I guess I figured
That if I could end my sadness
With a blade and 20 pills
It would end the sadness I’d forced upon you
And make your happiness start anew;
Giving us both the chance to finally be happy.