you make me worried. the kind of worried that makes me want to puke not the kind that people have for losing the things they like. you make me worried because you smile so ******* much and right at me like some sort of ******* laser beam and i can't work out your motives behind it. you make absolutely ****-all effort to see me (meaning none) but whenever you do you lean on doorposts and cross your legs and look me right in the face like you want to walk across this room and look at my face closer and that makes me ******* worried