losing thoughts to the margins in some great depression of creative outlet. taking inked works from a revered Shakespeare born of the Moorish states, filling out cata- combs of this one's entombed thoughts. and pondering Paris of some earlier century, how those writers flocked together. how this one loathes his current centuries other writers. and these, are we, birds of a feather? flocking, so to be better caught by twelve-gauge scatter shot? perhaps we are of a generation lost, with blinders grown thru years. expats stranded in a sea of comp- lacancy in isolation with warring souls raising higher parapets for safety? this one's soul may have raised too high fortifications, forcing attrition upon the inhab- itants. this one's soul may have slaughtered the others for fear of a low-cat staring up to the eyes of its King. and lone heart-beat echoing off solid stone walls built of mortar mixed with sweat and tears from desecrated - of the desolated - and now forsaken culture only a quarter-century out. this one's dogma consisting of self-martying psychopomps pre-proclaiming .. 'I went out myself into an immortal body, and now I am not what I was before. Now born in mind.' this one's canonized martyrs only seeking migration and division. seeking the Kepigori for hopes of retrieving knowledge lost - placed without qualm of forgetting - the ancestors bore unto still setting mounds of clay mixed blood. and when finally set, when finally full- formed, when finally upright and springing forth the common know- ledge which was taught once in truth. and, now breaking in thought while this one's hours rot, while this one leaves an abrupt end.