i still dream of
him at night
hiding my tears from
plain sight
it hurts remembering
the smile on his face
and how our love
has gone to waste

i still yearn for the sweet
sound of his voice
and how it was painfully
my choice
i'll never forget everything
we shared
and all of the tears
i have shed

i'm so stupid to think i could
take it all back
to fill in the things i lacked
i blame myself for all this crap
causing all this pain,
creating a gap

but i'll never regret
the smiles he painted on my face
all of which might be erased
if he finds someone to take
my place


i'm sorry.. :(