it comes in late, at the witching hour, at the time reserved for drunks waking up and losing sleep, the road outside slower and the light from the street lamps just enough to slant the shadows of the shuffling raccoons that scavenge what has not been picked already in the busy afternoon, it comes in strange and strong, it comes in thick as hoarded ink that must be spent before it's wasted, dry as a salvaged headstone from the old yard give way to new pasture, roses fusing, vining out ancient bones as i--awake now--wrestle with the fear of reckless words i hesitate to share.