You begin your letter as if
you were here with me, together.    
And at that my emotions fell
and tumbled over like fierce oceans.  

I took a deep breath
and held onto my bed,
trying to keep myself from going down under.

But down under I went,
into the abyss of the blue
where all I could think about was
how much I miss you.

Your words are sweet
but make me weep.
Your tone is kind,
and is screws with my mind.
Your filled with love,
but I'm just filled with despair,
for all I can think about is
how much I miss you
mon cher.