the itch belies the sure streams within; there's much more to this, i'm sure. envy or jealousy, is there much of a difference anyways? complete admission for the sake of sincerity ended up being the noose tied tight. the understudy becomes the shining star the hero; Narcissus, even. made an example of as the jester, the court clown. the unlikely hero in the wake of a greek tragedy. the lens shifts back to the shining subject. perfect by design. mirage or not, she bears the marks of a flawless feast for the eyes. echoes and steady beats make so sweet a memory of times passed; times one can scarcely construe as more than a fever dream of one's wildest dreams and desires. is there a truth to be told at all?