i dreamt of you.

i didn't want to,
didn't want you to haunt my days,
didn't want you to take my dreams,
didn't want to think of all the ways,
didn't want to rip away at the seams,
didn't want to waste my tears,
didn't want to leave scars,
didn't want you to be the cause of my fears,
but i did.

i dreamt of you.