Maybe I am drawn to challenging circumstances because adversity is how my mother raised me.
Maybe I am magnetic to bringing some form of pain into my life whether it's by my own mind or my childhood of mother controlling my decisions or convincing myself that the Girl with Green Eyes was a good friend until I figured out she wasn't or my ex-boyfriend emotionally abusing me.
Maybe it is this way because I allow it or I simply am so used to adversity that I don't know what to do without it.