If you've ever felt like you will never find the one who loves you the same way you love them then you are probably right. My whole life I had a girl that I loved since I was 10 and Im now 16 and the feelings have only gotten stronger. We were best friends and I finally got the courage to tell her how I felt for her. An hour later she said she felt the same way but needed time to fix herself and me being the loving and caring person I am understood and helped her get through her problems. But a day later she didn't text me so i asked if she was okay. turns out she was pregnant and she wants help figuring out what to do from here on fourth. And i didnt have a problem with it but a week later she ignored me no matter how relentless i tried to contact her. And she cut me deep and I don't know what to do with myself anymore. should i keep this razor to my wrist or get the pills from the cabinet? I am a fool for loving anyone other the demon in my head.