I crawl underneath the bed to cry in solitude Even though I've been here alone Four months straight And I sleep levitating five feet above myself Because I can feel your weight in my bed I bet there is still a mark on your bedroom's floor Where I laid and succumbed to the charms of death When you told me, when you told me... Yet for you it is a chunk of wood No different from your desk or the cross on the wall No chalk, no tape, no monument Is it wrong to wonder if you'd cry at my funeral? Or what kind of flowers would you bring? I wish I could wander The doors are open But there is no getting out I'm the architect of my own cage And I still don't manage to escape