they give you more pills to numb the pain
but they don't really care about you anyway
just doing their job so they get paid
thats what life's all about they say

i'm standing at the edge but no one will let me jump
being dragged down as they pick me up
i'm out of love
and out of luck

my life is at a stand still
not going up but not going downhill
theres nothing left but all this fear
i'm all alone, why aren't you here?
i don't know how much longer i can take this my dear

what happened to heart over mind?
you were never there by my side
i no longer know who cares if i live or i die
but that doesn't matter to you since i said goodbye
because you didn't even have the guts to merely try

i gave you everything i had
well isn't it sad
that even with all the **** going on in my mind
i still managed to find
courage and the time
to try and make this work out
but you were a coward full of doubt

over and over you kept breaking my heart
but i just kept making excuses for you,
yeah thats the worst part

you broke me down
and now theres n oone around
silence turns into most horrible sound

as i shatter into a million pieces
you only have a couple cracks and some creases
you're perfectly fine without me
****** why couldn't i see
that in the end
if my love was an ocean
then you would leave me
drowning in my own misery