Happy Birthday
to me
once again

A day older,
oh what a day
this is

If we all say
"I wanna be forever young"
why do we
celebrate getting
older?

In my case ,
I want to die
so I suppose you can
say I'm celebrating
one step closer
to death
if life plays it's
cards right

Sometimes I wonder
what is the point of living
if you have no
reason to live?

Perhaps it's to find
the point
or maybe it's to sit
here and rot away
while everyone else
has found their
purpose to
live
so they could
walk by
and watch as you
rot this
lifeless life away.

I woke up to
nothing
to no one
I have no point
being in this
place anymore

If you asked me
what gift I got
this year
I'd look you in
the eye and
tell you
I've been blessed
with the decision
between
life, or death.

Happy Birthday
to me
once again .