What is this? It feels vaguely familiar. Is this Solomon's "Noonday Demon" establishing residence again? Melancholy? The dejection of a scolded child?
I am carrying my sadder twin with me wherever I go. My shadow has finally caught up with me after a long while. Like an unloved cousin, it has tailed me all day long.
Coming close enough to murmur in my ear. What it is saying is unintelligible—whispered sibilant half tones. The lamentations of dying mollusks stranded along the sunbaked shoreline. The grieving call of an un-mothered fawn.
What can be done? Is there anything that should be done? Are we in danger here? Is it possible we could drown together? The two of us bound as one like Paolo and Francesca in Dante's underworld.
Me, making the motions of trying to live a life; it doing the only thing it knows how to do— clutch my shirtsleeve and groan in tune with the cicada’s last few bootless serenades to the empty woods.