If I could spend every moment
Just staring at your picture
I would feel at peace
Even though I cant have the real you
Right here with me
The time difference and distance
Make not a difference to me
But to you they could mean
The difference between a boyfriend
Or an acquaintance
I dont want to have to replay memories
From when we spent time together
I want to create new ones
Of us laughing and smiling in the sun
Maybe I should say something?
But I dont want to risk
What we have
We have something special
You nor I can deny that
I feel trapped in a cycle
I cannot escape
You are my ultimate goal
How can I break free?
I don't know if what I'm writing
Makes any sense at all
But I guess thats the effects
Of a numbed, broken heart