Haven't spoken in so long
Nearly a month to be precise
My world is now filled with darkness
You were my only source of light
I am missing you so much these days
Cant say you feel the same
Unfortunately time hasn't healed the scars
For which you are to blame
I ask myself time and time again
"Why keep running back to her?"
The answer is found deep inside my heart
Where a silent battle stirs
"Move on, shes not worth it" I say to myself
"Agreed" says my angry side
"Keep fighting" whispers my second half
This side, completely love-blind
Which of these opposing teams
Will eventually emerge victorious?
I could come out of this with tears in my eyes
Or with a smile, wouldn't that be glorious?
For the time being I will have to wait
As clueless about this as the next
But whichever decision my heart will choose
I know it will be for the best