i sit here
thinking
reading all the words i wrote
not too long ago;
though it feels
like that time was years ago.
i still haven't seen you since then
but you are still,
with no doubt,
are on my mind
i read through all the words i wrote
shortly after seeing you
and all the memories come flooding back.
but its my fault,
i did this to myself.
i am the only one to blame