I love you
In a way that’s different from me loving him
And I don’t know what is right
Every option is different
Everyone draws my attention
All for different reasons
There isn’t one that I can’t absolutely live without
As long as I have one then I can live without the other
But when I choose one
I miss the other
And I never notice
Until we catch up
How much I missed your presence
Your laugh
Your opinion
Your embrace
I miss and miss and miss
And I can never have both
I can never hurt either
I can never be honest with them
In turn never being honest with myself