I didn't expect to lose my best friend at age 15. I didn't expect to find close friends so quickly after that. I didn't expect a popular choir girl to notice me and a genius pastor's daughter to accept me to her ranks. I didn't expect being a bookish nerd to be so much fun with like minded friends. I didn't expect fellow writers to be like me and they are. I didn't expect fellow musicians to let me geek out over the history of instruments. I didn't expect knowing tons of book and movie references to start many good conversations. I didn't expect the people I sang with in praise band to be homophobic. I didn't expect the popular choir girl to fade into the background of my life because of respective differences. I didn't expect the genius pastor's daughter to be my closest friend. I didn't expect many things yet I am grateful for my life.