my little emperor dances on the altar it has become the music
it gazes at itself reflected in the gold of the tabernacle
a host of sunbeams chase each other little fishes of light
now robin balances on the head of the Christ
this the secret prayer of the moment
leaving me bereft when it finds the open door
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Haydn's Quartet No. 62 in C Major, Hob. 111:77( Op.76 No.3) - the 'Emperor.' It's Menuetto: Allegro was the musical equivalent of its happy hopping through the sunny church....as if it was the manifestation of Haydn's notes. It was a little epiphany...a kindness given to me...this robin was my only religion.
When they were in Rome, Severn used to rent a piano and play Haydn for the dying Keats in the next room and Keats was delighted with it and said: "This Haydn is like a child for you never know what he will do next."
It was also accidently the soundtrack to my daughter's first tentative tottering steps...as if the music was holding up her tiny frame and propelled her along.