I feel really bad
And I don’t know
What to do
And I mean it
Nothing is meaningful
I feel like
Every minute
I can disappear
Just dissolve in the air
I’m telling you
Watch me fading
My mind is blurry
I wish I could have
Some control
I wish I could handle
This overwhelming ****
I’m melting in space
I’m merging with objects
God I hate this anxiety
Which attacks me at night
When you’re away
And it seems like
I’m in that movie
About the sin city
And everything’s wicked
I panick
Cold sweat
All over my body