all i want are cuddles
but all i have is ketamine
salty tear puddles
******* and nicotine

i'll let my soul dissociate
and drift through inner space
beyond the ego i fabricate
lies the void, my comfort place

i'll cuddle with my demons
who hold me close and tight
embrace my mental heathens
who hold me from the light

i'll pretend i don't need human touch
in a battle of primal sensation
and when the beaten conscious hurts too much
i surrender to tranquilizer mediation