i always wake up with a sinking feeling in my stomach

but this morning, it felt much worse than usual.

everyone is going back,
to where we used to be in love.

and that place is empty without you

and as much as i tell our friends that i will come visit

i dread going back there.
because it only ever reminds me of you

i walk down streets and i keep hoping i will see your face


but you're gone

******* gone



and i can't figure out how to accept that