“you’re so beautiful” he said through his teeth with his head cocked to the side like a child after a scolding nothing he said resonated as true because he couldn’t choose he couldn’t choose me
“i don’t feel like it” i said stone cold sober with a guarded heart like an ancient wall about to crumble but preserved through time remembering i never deserved to be someone’s second option especially after years of always being the first
“come back to me and you’ll feel like it everyday” he cockily pleaded as if he knew it would be the last words he said to me in a long while or maybe even the last time he said it at all
i sneered and he threw me over his shoulder and i laughed and screamed like an innocent like the past five years were not just a memory of us but we were always meant for hurt
then he walked out the door for the last time and i went to sleep and dreamt of new beginnings and caressed closure