I don´t know how to start.
I felt it´s all gone.
Little did I know it was all just starting.

I wish there was a switch.
Switch that would make me numb.
So I wouldn´t have to feel what I feel now.

The switch would work how I wanted it to.
It would solve the problems in my head.
It would solve the problems in my soul.
It would be my friend.

My friend wouldn´t forget what I said.
My friend wouldn´t forget what I liked.
My friend wouldn´t forget what I wanted.

I wonder how it could be, to have a friend that would do all of this in one action.
One thing and everything would be suddenly alright.

I wonder if I would feel the light or if I would really be just gone.