there are lots of things
I shouldn't do
and one of them
is fall in love with you
so I must pretend you don't exist
to stop the scars forming on my wrist
please don't be offended
if you don't see me for a while
I'm sorry but I can't look at you
or your beautiful smile
but if you see my eyes light up
know that it is not because I saw you coming
because that would only
send me running
now you may find
I don't talk to you
but that doesn't mean
I don't see what you do
I would only die if I heard your voice
and that is not something I want by choice
there is one more thing I cannot do
and that is
fall in love with you