I still remember exactly what you feel like. Your bones were everything to me. I remember how I studied you, almost like I knew one day you’d be my greatest memory. It’s taunting. You let me drown in my despair a million times so why does it make me happy that you still linger in me? What gives me solace is what used to be and what we could have been but I’m looking forward to the day it won’t be so hard. When you become nothing to me I wonder how my life will be? I am broken with my pieces thrown in all different directions. Will I really be whole? You gave me up. You threw me away. You left me for dead. My love… you left me for dead.