I call out for you reaching my hand out to pull you out from under...
You don't seem to hear me nor do I feel you want to
I ask everyone around me "Have you seen him?" . . . "Do you know where he went?" . . . No one seems to know nor do I feel they want to tell me
Why are you slipping away? Was I right all along? Will I make you realize I am not what you thought you loved? Will I make your eyes see who I really am to watch you turn around & walk away. . .
My hand pulls back as I fall into the black void between vivid dreams & waking life
Toss & turn.. but when I wake, will I still be dreaming? . . . . .