I got this darkness inside I see
I'm the demon that is fighting me
Bleeding for change
I was inside safe
Now I'm out in the rain
I don't feel much , except for pain
Observing my self I feel strange
When the dust fills my veins
What will remain
Thoughts just float through my brain
My heart may be beautiful but my mind is insane
Don't dare compare I'm not the same
I want to be a light house
On some ones darkest of days
Abandoned people that needed me
I feel odd when  when I pray
I see a monster full of pain
When I look in my face
Another ritual begins i open up space
I'm trying to stop me from fading away
All this black Magick
It's amazing I'm safe
Getting prepared already dug up my grave
Inside in a casket I lay
Parnmoral storm rainy and gray
Forgive me in the essence of Grace
My tears perice deeper as the reaper awaits
Suffocating on the Truths haunting me always
Shreaded wings carry me
Asbence is scaring me
I trust what I think I know
Life is a  painful, beautiful show
Lost in the what ifs and ocean of hope
In this field with ghost
Shes in a white dress I'm here writing a note
Conjure beauty from the pain and the mold
I reach for her arms to hold
emptiness holding a rose
Thorns perice drip blood down my palms
Inside of my self symphonies and songs